Post by ScarletGhost on Mar 14, 2004 2:22:42 GMT -5
here's a two for one.......simply because they sort of go together............
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Lightening began it's dance about half past midnight .
Promising some relief from the last few weeks of steady heat .
As precaution , I free up all the outlets .
Then hunkered down , awaiting for the cresendo to kick in.
When the thunder came loud enough for me to feel it's roll , I made my way to watch the action from inside the back door .
That's when I saw you , stretched out on the wooden lounge chair .
Drawing on a cigerette , facing one of your fears .
I stood , just watching . The lightening seemed to encompass all around .
Not a drop of rain had broken through the clouds yet .
A series of strobes later , I quietly exit , to join you .
Realising what you held in hand , wasn't a cigerette after all .
Rarely did you partake in this brand of smoke .
Never did you do so without a 'justifiable' reason .
I could have asked , but , I knew why .
Wasn't the lightening either .
You move a leg , resting your foot upon the grass,giving me room .
Four other chairs I could use but , this night , I wanted to be nearer .
You offer me a toke , knowing I'd refuse .
Still , you continue to do so out of politeness .
Or for the same reason I continue to offer you brew..............just in case it's wanted .
Between the rolls of thunder , I veiw your illuminated face .
Knowing , by your stare , you've drifted back to that place .
That place where she first reached in .
Reaching in to claw away that part of you which held your
trust ,
belief ,
confidence
and worth .
Leaving the gaping wound for her to prey upon ; to feast upon time upon time again .
Humiliating
Manipulating
Distorting
Destroying
Treating you as a 'possesion' rather than a 'person'
I hate her for what she's done to you.
For what she continues to do .
Why
couldn't
she
just
love
you .
The drops began to tempo a broken rythm atop the garbage lids ,as my hand reached to fill the void of your open hand .
Your eyes shifted; responding to the touch .
Shifting slowly up to my eyes.
So so sadly , you whispered a question , not looking for it's answer.
"why does she hate me so much"
As the rain began pounding down , I held you....
because I can .
-date not available-*
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because you can touch me
in those places I gaurd as soul
Because you can breath upon the embers
of what I had given up as ghost
Because you can take hold of my thoughts
and make them your own
Because you give me want to try
(I fly)
Because , you can
Because you can listen
without causing me to doubt
Because you can hear
when silence is all I give out
Because you can see
when others around are blind
You hold me
Because , you can
And because I know there's truth in your eyes
And because I know this love has no 'guise
And because I know the wishes and dreams
you hold for me
every time I bleed
Because I know you'll never lie or abuse
the broken parts begin to fuse
when you hold me
Because , you can
"When you hold me in your arms ;
you hold me closer than heart beats.
Holding me in ways ; it scares me to say.
Still , you hold me .....because , you can.
My "Anahera"
my angel .
-Sept.19.001.-
S.L.A.O.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lightening began it's dance about half past midnight .
Promising some relief from the last few weeks of steady heat .
As precaution , I free up all the outlets .
Then hunkered down , awaiting for the cresendo to kick in.
When the thunder came loud enough for me to feel it's roll , I made my way to watch the action from inside the back door .
That's when I saw you , stretched out on the wooden lounge chair .
Drawing on a cigerette , facing one of your fears .
I stood , just watching . The lightening seemed to encompass all around .
Not a drop of rain had broken through the clouds yet .
A series of strobes later , I quietly exit , to join you .
Realising what you held in hand , wasn't a cigerette after all .
Rarely did you partake in this brand of smoke .
Never did you do so without a 'justifiable' reason .
I could have asked , but , I knew why .
Wasn't the lightening either .
You move a leg , resting your foot upon the grass,giving me room .
Four other chairs I could use but , this night , I wanted to be nearer .
You offer me a toke , knowing I'd refuse .
Still , you continue to do so out of politeness .
Or for the same reason I continue to offer you brew..............just in case it's wanted .
Between the rolls of thunder , I veiw your illuminated face .
Knowing , by your stare , you've drifted back to that place .
That place where she first reached in .
Reaching in to claw away that part of you which held your
trust ,
belief ,
confidence
and worth .
Leaving the gaping wound for her to prey upon ; to feast upon time upon time again .
Humiliating
Manipulating
Distorting
Destroying
Treating you as a 'possesion' rather than a 'person'
I hate her for what she's done to you.
For what she continues to do .
Why
couldn't
she
just
love
you .
The drops began to tempo a broken rythm atop the garbage lids ,as my hand reached to fill the void of your open hand .
Your eyes shifted; responding to the touch .
Shifting slowly up to my eyes.
So so sadly , you whispered a question , not looking for it's answer.
"why does she hate me so much"
As the rain began pounding down , I held you....
because I can .
-date not available-*
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because you can touch me
in those places I gaurd as soul
Because you can breath upon the embers
of what I had given up as ghost
Because you can take hold of my thoughts
and make them your own
Because you give me want to try
(I fly)
Because , you can
Because you can listen
without causing me to doubt
Because you can hear
when silence is all I give out
Because you can see
when others around are blind
You hold me
Because , you can
And because I know there's truth in your eyes
And because I know this love has no 'guise
And because I know the wishes and dreams
you hold for me
every time I bleed
Because I know you'll never lie or abuse
the broken parts begin to fuse
when you hold me
Because , you can
"When you hold me in your arms ;
you hold me closer than heart beats.
Holding me in ways ; it scares me to say.
Still , you hold me .....because , you can.
My "Anahera"
my angel .
-Sept.19.001.-
S.L.A.O.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
