Post by nuna on Nov 9, 2003 15:27:39 GMT -5
- Bianca!
Lena’s solemn tone of voice surprised Bianca who was so tired that her eyes were already closed. Bianca had taught that, like her, Lena would be ready to fall asleep as soon as they would be in bed. This had been such an incredible day, an incredible but exhausting day. Bianca turned her head towards Lena with a very tender smile on hers lips. She was tired but so filled with happiness.
- Yes Lena. Is there anything wrong?
- No, everything is so perfect. I was just thinking…
Lena was looking at Bianca with these unique and loving eyes.
- Thinking about what?
- First I want you in my arms. I need to feel you close to me, close to my heart.
Bianca obliged. It was a constantly renewed pleasure to feel Lena’s warmth and strong arms holding her.
- I love you Bianca.
- I love you also. Sorry if I did not repeat it again tonight. I am so tired. But, what was it that you want to ask me. You sound so serious.
- I was just thinking, did you ever taught, when we first met, even in your wildest dreams, that we could be here together, at this point in our life?
Bianca smiled again.
- When we met we had to go through so many turbulences in the first year that I never taught we would make it to anywhere.
For a very brief moment Lena taught about the beginning of their life together. They had to fight so hard and to overcome so many obstacles, but their love was strong enough to prevail. She came so close of losing Bianca in that first year that every day thereafter spent with Bianca had been a previous gift she never took for granted.
- Like if I could forget our rough beginning…
- But this is far beyond us now. So many things have happened, so many nice things. I rarely think about that period anymore, except to remind myself how grateful I am to have you into my life.
- Bianca, I thank God every day for your presence.
Lena gave her a soft kiss, one of these kisses that contained all her love in her tenderness.
- I am also extremely tired Bianca but I cannot find sleep. Just thinking about him, how beautiful he is, I feel tears coming to my eyes. I could spend hours holding him in my arms. I had almost forgotten how small a baby could be.
- Yes, he is so beautiful. I am so proud.
- What a journey we had Bianca. You have all the rights to be proud. You have been so strong all these years.
- You were there to help me to be strong. I will spend all my life thanking you for your unconditional love.
- Being with you is my constant reward.
- You know Lena, I have never regretted my decision to keep my child. It was not an easy decision to reach at the time, but can you imagine? If I would have decided otherwise, our beloved daughter would not have given us a grandson today.
- I almost cannot believe it Bianca.
- But it is true.
- I would not trade my life for any reason in the world, even if the first part of it had been so difficult sometimes. I love you so deeply, words will never be enough to express all my emotions and my feeling towards you.
Bianca moved slightly to be in position to fully look into Lena’s dark eyes.
-You filled my life like I never taught it could be possible Mrs Kundera. In all these years, I never wanted to be with anybody else than you. I would be lost without you.
- I have no intention to let you go anywhere than beside me.
-You are so beautiful.
Bianca had whispered these last words.
- Do you still want to sleep Bianca?
A charming smile appeared on her lips.
- If you have any plan to keep me awake I would not opposed it.
Bianca brought her hand into Lena’s hairs. She likes the little touches of grey in her lover’s hairs, a sign of the maturity of their love. They locked eyes for a long moment, savouring their happiness and finally Lena took Bianca in a long embrace. Their desire for each other had not disappeared after all these years.
- I love you grandma! whispered Lena. I will love you always.
Lena’s solemn tone of voice surprised Bianca who was so tired that her eyes were already closed. Bianca had taught that, like her, Lena would be ready to fall asleep as soon as they would be in bed. This had been such an incredible day, an incredible but exhausting day. Bianca turned her head towards Lena with a very tender smile on hers lips. She was tired but so filled with happiness.
- Yes Lena. Is there anything wrong?
- No, everything is so perfect. I was just thinking…
Lena was looking at Bianca with these unique and loving eyes.
- Thinking about what?
- First I want you in my arms. I need to feel you close to me, close to my heart.
Bianca obliged. It was a constantly renewed pleasure to feel Lena’s warmth and strong arms holding her.
- I love you Bianca.
- I love you also. Sorry if I did not repeat it again tonight. I am so tired. But, what was it that you want to ask me. You sound so serious.
- I was just thinking, did you ever taught, when we first met, even in your wildest dreams, that we could be here together, at this point in our life?
Bianca smiled again.
- When we met we had to go through so many turbulences in the first year that I never taught we would make it to anywhere.
For a very brief moment Lena taught about the beginning of their life together. They had to fight so hard and to overcome so many obstacles, but their love was strong enough to prevail. She came so close of losing Bianca in that first year that every day thereafter spent with Bianca had been a previous gift she never took for granted.
- Like if I could forget our rough beginning…
- But this is far beyond us now. So many things have happened, so many nice things. I rarely think about that period anymore, except to remind myself how grateful I am to have you into my life.
- Bianca, I thank God every day for your presence.
Lena gave her a soft kiss, one of these kisses that contained all her love in her tenderness.
- I am also extremely tired Bianca but I cannot find sleep. Just thinking about him, how beautiful he is, I feel tears coming to my eyes. I could spend hours holding him in my arms. I had almost forgotten how small a baby could be.
- Yes, he is so beautiful. I am so proud.
- What a journey we had Bianca. You have all the rights to be proud. You have been so strong all these years.
- You were there to help me to be strong. I will spend all my life thanking you for your unconditional love.
- Being with you is my constant reward.
- You know Lena, I have never regretted my decision to keep my child. It was not an easy decision to reach at the time, but can you imagine? If I would have decided otherwise, our beloved daughter would not have given us a grandson today.
- I almost cannot believe it Bianca.
- But it is true.
- I would not trade my life for any reason in the world, even if the first part of it had been so difficult sometimes. I love you so deeply, words will never be enough to express all my emotions and my feeling towards you.
Bianca moved slightly to be in position to fully look into Lena’s dark eyes.
-You filled my life like I never taught it could be possible Mrs Kundera. In all these years, I never wanted to be with anybody else than you. I would be lost without you.
- I have no intention to let you go anywhere than beside me.
-You are so beautiful.
Bianca had whispered these last words.
- Do you still want to sleep Bianca?
A charming smile appeared on her lips.
- If you have any plan to keep me awake I would not opposed it.
Bianca brought her hand into Lena’s hairs. She likes the little touches of grey in her lover’s hairs, a sign of the maturity of their love. They locked eyes for a long moment, savouring their happiness and finally Lena took Bianca in a long embrace. Their desire for each other had not disappeared after all these years.
- I love you grandma! whispered Lena. I will love you always.