Post by scoobyscross on May 11, 2003 18:42:22 GMT -5
Howdy all,
I'm new here and this is my first posting. So i hope you enjoy my fantasy letter too. ;D
My Dearest Bianca,
I can only hope that when you get this letter you understand some of why I did what I did. There is no excuse for what I have done to you. Your love was the only right thing in my life and I destroyed any chance of happiness that we could have had together. You did not deserve to be taken advantage of that way; your heart is so pure and loving. I am ashamed of the pain I have caused you.
It is true that I was working for Cambias when I first came to Pine Valley; our goal was to get Boyd’s formula. You were not a target at that point. The friendship that formed between us and the feelings that soon followed were not in Michaels plans. I did all I could to protect you from Michael. But when I began falling in love with you, I was instructed to use you to get what he wanted. I refused his order and he made threats against you my love and against my mother.
You see my mother is not dead, rather she is in hiding. And Michael discovered her whereabouts. I knew Cambias would make good on his threats if I did not do as I was instructed. Thus I did what I felt I had to do in order to keep the both of you safe from him. But in doing so, I have hurt you the most.
My love for you is indescribable, from the first day I met you I was very attracted to you, and your smile has opened my heart to new feelings. Feelings I only dreamed I would one day have. My world was dark and empty. Nothing mattered to me the way that you do now. You have given me a new passion in my life and have forced me to see the ugliness of the world I once lived in.
I did try to run from your love, I was afraid of letting myself feel the love you offered knowing I was not worthy of it. But you wouldn’t give up on me, your strength and courage kept me here. And when you made love to me, my love, you gave me something to fight for. I knew the risks I had to take to keep you safe from harm. I was too scared to be completely honest with you; I knew deep in my heart that you would not understand my true intentions.
You are a very special woman. I do not know where life will lead you from here; I do hope that you find someone who can give you the love and happiness that you deserve. I am truly sorry for all that I have put you through. I will always love you, Bianca. And I will cherish the love you have given me forever. I pray that one day you will find it deep in your heart to forgive me and maybe look back on the love we shared knowing how special it truly was.
Loving you forever,
Lena
Thats what i'd like to see, Lena pouring her soul out to Binx.
Dee
I'm new here and this is my first posting. So i hope you enjoy my fantasy letter too. ;D
My Dearest Bianca,
I can only hope that when you get this letter you understand some of why I did what I did. There is no excuse for what I have done to you. Your love was the only right thing in my life and I destroyed any chance of happiness that we could have had together. You did not deserve to be taken advantage of that way; your heart is so pure and loving. I am ashamed of the pain I have caused you.
It is true that I was working for Cambias when I first came to Pine Valley; our goal was to get Boyd’s formula. You were not a target at that point. The friendship that formed between us and the feelings that soon followed were not in Michaels plans. I did all I could to protect you from Michael. But when I began falling in love with you, I was instructed to use you to get what he wanted. I refused his order and he made threats against you my love and against my mother.
You see my mother is not dead, rather she is in hiding. And Michael discovered her whereabouts. I knew Cambias would make good on his threats if I did not do as I was instructed. Thus I did what I felt I had to do in order to keep the both of you safe from him. But in doing so, I have hurt you the most.
My love for you is indescribable, from the first day I met you I was very attracted to you, and your smile has opened my heart to new feelings. Feelings I only dreamed I would one day have. My world was dark and empty. Nothing mattered to me the way that you do now. You have given me a new passion in my life and have forced me to see the ugliness of the world I once lived in.
I did try to run from your love, I was afraid of letting myself feel the love you offered knowing I was not worthy of it. But you wouldn’t give up on me, your strength and courage kept me here. And when you made love to me, my love, you gave me something to fight for. I knew the risks I had to take to keep you safe from harm. I was too scared to be completely honest with you; I knew deep in my heart that you would not understand my true intentions.
You are a very special woman. I do not know where life will lead you from here; I do hope that you find someone who can give you the love and happiness that you deserve. I am truly sorry for all that I have put you through. I will always love you, Bianca. And I will cherish the love you have given me forever. I pray that one day you will find it deep in your heart to forgive me and maybe look back on the love we shared knowing how special it truly was.
Loving you forever,
Lena
Thats what i'd like to see, Lena pouring her soul out to Binx.
Dee
